SAKINAAAH

43th

2010-05-14T23:11:00.005+08:00

; Exam is over and relax now.

Oh how boringggg can social studies be, screwed up.

I shall relax now after such a period of time racking up my brain. All papers were challenging and only god knows, how much i persevered. Some went smoothly, some were fcken "EASY".

OH NO...I JUST LIED,

DIDNT I? OH YES I DO!

I totally have no idea what to post about. What the friday /:

42th

2010-05-03T21:26:00.006+08:00

A YEAR OLDER, 16.♥

There's alot of photo, so i anigif it. And it turned out to be cool. (x
I love my birthday alot. Thanks beautiful people who actually wished me.
Thanks besties who celebrated with me and spent $300 on that day,
i do felt bad for not forking out a single cent. Love yguys! <3
Received more than 100 wish, happy or what..

40th

2010-04-25T18:28:00.009+08:00

Dear god, i hope you will answer my prayers. Please forgive me for what i've done while im still alive. I knew that i've done something wrong that people might not see but you've been always there to watch me. I myself not sure of what i've done wrong, so please show me the right way of life while im still breathing. I want to be healthy and strong to fight for my wish/dreams. I want to succeed in everything i do. I need to play a big role to be someone good so others will respect me. Give me the strength so that i wont give up on my studies or procrastinate. I want a happy life, accompanied by happy family, happy friends and happy people. A little wish from me.

2010-04-11T21:55:00.002+08:00

>>ON HIATUS for a mean time<<

38th

2010-04-02T14:17:00.004+08:00

FUCKYEAH NOSCHOOL!!<:

Im craving fo' money. Im imagining raindrops changed into money one day.
That will be like we're rich on rainy days. More like a miracle to me.
Feels like want to go shopping, buy cool/pretty outfits
Perhaps, not now. Saving up money first.
Dream now, shop later.

37th

2010-03-27T23:37:00.012+08:00

STAY HOME SATURDAY FOR ME.

Not attending the earth hour event. Didnt go for tuition since its late. So i just did a self-study at home. Two hours of stress in math while the others out there, was enjoying themselve. But i like today. I dont even know why, maybe because im happy. I had always been happy. Being happy is great feeling though. Be happy while you can :D

36th

2010-03-26T21:51:00.012+08:00

; 3 Days Of Motivational Camp

I find this camp very awesome. I swear, this is the best camp i've ever had compared to the others. Everything should be changed and i want to be a better me. I want to get rid of my past cause my past does not determine my future. Its never too late for me to change now since i still have time.

Build relationship with everyone before its too late
Let the children's laughter remind us of how we used to be
Believe in ourself no matter what happen [Empowering belief]
Learn to love yourself & be independent
Etc.

I bet the sec four's and five N's enjoyed this camp. And the last part of the day was saddening. What they say make us realise our mistake we've made in life. Controlling tears from flowing. Aniway, we're so thankful for that. Hoping to meet the trainers again.They were superb. They're super friendly (Y)! And best of luck to my hyper and disgusting yet awesome trainer, DONDON (donavan) in his date. Lastly, i love this camp darn much. Love those motivation.

re-edit this post:

dondon didnt make it for his date/when i ask him, his excuse was "it was just a story :) I'm too young to get serious..haha". lul~ He's not too young and not too old, so yeah.

35th

2010-03-19T15:12:00.009+08:00

Yesterday was awexome!!

Went out to study w nazz and niza at esplanade library and had some story telling moment at the dance corner. The weather damn cooling due to the heavy rain plus the aircon. Then, we enjoyed having our early dinner at pizzahut. nomnomnom~ Followed by, window shopping at marina square. Well, to be honest we're very noisy in every outlet. Haha! Next, head down to eunos to meet ziana under her voideck. Chit-chat till 9plus and we're off from that place. Took 60 home, alone. Finally home sweet home. Next study day out, will ajak the other three. And make sure they're not busy on that various day. As people say, the more the merrier~

The dream photo is not owned by me. Just that the photo inspired me.

34th

2010-03-16T23:34:00.005+08:00

Rest in peace, uncle (Samsol Mawardi) ♥

One day before my uncle passed away, there seems to be a sign of recovery for him. But on monday, 9.40am, he left us and none of the family member was there. His eyes wasnt close when he passed away. Maybe there's something he wants to say to someone before he go. Well, he's a nice man. May all his mistakes were forgiven and remember that, god love him more than us. I do shattered tears when the body was brought home just now as i remembered those memories when he used to disturb me like his own child. And before he had an accident, he told one of my aunty that its been so long since he last saw his brother. That was the saddening part )': I dont think my uncle know about this. If he were to know, maybe he will cry continuosly as he was crying badly just now. To summarise things up, we must learn to let go. One day everyone will leave too. We love you uncle, R.I.P.

33rd

2010-03-13T23:33:00.008+08:00

MARCH HOLIDAY IS HERE!!

But there's school next week which means that the holiday is a study mode for me. Well did badly for CA1 and really need to buck up in the weaker subjects. No more playing for me. Its a tough year for me to make it throug, next year. Had lots of motivation by others, thanks. Appreciate it loadzxz. And i was late, to watch the btss dancer dance at the dancework just now. Anw, great job!! :D

p/s: love talking/walking with serene just now after the dancework thingy.

32th

2010-03-13T23:31:00.003+08:00

Listen to my heartbeat,

31th

2010-03-07T20:56:00.007+08:00

; Sorry for the lack of updates.

Been busy with school nowadays. Recently, uncle and granny was admitted to CGH. Granny's potassium is too high but not that bad. While unlce had an accident, very critical. The staff in the hospital had buried his forehead skull as it has cracked. I pity my uncle. Praying for both of them to get well soon. But the chance of my uncle waking up is rare. Lets just pray ♥♥♥

well, had 2 hours of tuition just now. And i seems to understand (further application-differentiation) but need to practice more to perfect it. In addition, im not ready for the upcoming test. I would love to procrastinate studying, no not now. I cant give up now.

30th

2010-02-27T23:41:00.005+08:00

Went to JB in the afternoon.

Ate lunch at kenny roger (whatever the spelling is) at CitySquare, the chicken isnt as delicious as i thought eventhough it looks appealing or i can say yummy. Well, mum spent lots of time finding a pair of shoe. And like finally she bought one of the it. While sis kept wanting to buy food. ha! Likewise, i hate those malaysia’s typical mats. So annoying yet so pathetic. Sucha pity. Well to summarise things up, i had a great day today. Really really do.

29th

2010-02-27T22:40:00.002+08:00

You dont always have to pretend to be strong,
there's no need to prove all the time that everything is going well,
you shouldnt be concerned about what other people are thinking,
cry if you need to, its good to cry out all your tear
(because only then will you be able to smile again).

28th

2010-02-27T22:13:00.005+08:00

Everything is great lately. I had a dream of shopping with a friend while carrying a dslr along the neck and capturing photo of us wearing nice outfit to somewhere special. Moreover, we fly kite in a windy day plus blowing bubble when evening came. Im a great dreamer. But i do want this fucking fantastical dream to happen, how i wish it really does. Lets just see the outcome..

27th

2010-02-27T21:58:00.002+08:00

Because somehow, i think im neglecting on updating my blog which is so virgin. ha!
I have a tight schedule for school so that explains everything .
Why do i kept dreaming of you ?
NO NO NOT YOU~

26th

2010-02-13T14:45:00.011+08:00

finally a break from school.

school is a killer, lazy to elaborate /:

p/s: im very lazy.

25th

2010-02-07T23:46:00.006+08:00

I came across this video long ago. I've watched this repeatedly before, now sharing with you guys. I do believe in this but do you? <:

24th

2010-02-05T23:36:00.016+08:00

Basically i had x-country today which mean i had to wake up early )': Well, i had difficulty running due to girl's you know i know. Came in third but one of the girl cheated and she gets 2nd, so my position was shifted backwards and i got fourth. What matters to me is to finish up the run in a pathetic morning, i dont mind about the position. Im proud of myself, yes i am.

Me: Im sorry, i didnt came in first this year.
Ms lee: Nevermind, i understand why. At least you came in 4th, im proud of you.
Me: *a wide smile*

Catch a movie "santau" w some of my classmate/schoolmates at tm at 5plus. Headed to airport after that. We were bored and joel start telling us dirty jokes. It's disgusting. I swear it was a tiring day. But fun though<: Having a wet ass now haha, gotta get some rest.

Byebye dreamerz!

23rd

2010-02-04T23:02:00.008+08:00

Its thursday, school was great. Lots of laughing especially during biology lesson. Me and zahira was like disturbing thanat and everyone looks happy today. Celebrated ms lee's advance birthday after school. We're being so nice by not bashing her with cakes as she said that she has no extra shirt and she has to go fo' CCA. Its her luck then, hehe. Well to sum things up,

I LOVE TODAY........

22nd

2010-02-02T23:41:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! ♥

You're a year older now. Im so greatful to have a wonderful mother like you. No doubt about it. Im not shy to say that i love you mum and i'll always do. Hugs and kisses, mwahh~

21st

2010-01-29T23:34:00.004+08:00

Im down with sinus )':

& i want a hug!

20th

2010-01-29T20:49:00.003+08:00

No tagboard for now, anything click the link to talk.

19th

2010-01-28T22:42:00.003+08:00

I was browsing through my picture folder and found this photo,

my adorable niece <:

18th

2010-01-28T22:33:00.002+08:00

17th

2010-01-25T22:51:00.008+08:00

Im feeling so sexcited about something right now, eventhough i mad tired right now. Only abby and zirah know about it. Sshh -.- Had a good game w changkat changi sec just now but im sorry if i were rough to some of them. We won but im not least excited about it. Ha! Had a trip back to school w zirah after match. Slack in the sla room w th sportleaders. Zomg, they're fucking violent and watch many lame videos plus came across a news about __________ at stomp website. lul veh awesum~ Now im having cramps at my leg, too much running perhaps. Hell yeah, there physical education (PE) tomorrow, weeeee~ Im so gonna have fun.

Once again,

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY BESTF <:

May you be blessed by god always,
love ya!

16th

2010-01-23T22:04:00.004+08:00

I adore this couple, aw so sweet! <:

I just randomly upload this photo, but yeah i do miss them.

15th

2010-01-23T21:41:00.006+08:00

Suddenly, i felt so magical today!!

Im getting sick of homework,
and i was determine to finish it up by today
but it doesnt happen as i want it to be

Therefore, i shall continue doing it tomorrow
but......

im exhausted. Omg i really am.

14th

2010-01-20T20:06:00.008+08:00

Today was awesome, every lesson sit with nazz always laugh. And our group is being very lame today by making a ring using mentos wrapper. It symbolised our friendship of the day, <: & musibathey changed to muslihin. ok wtf -.-

Oooh tournament starts today + totally unprepared = clumsy! Had a great fight with the opponent. I kept encouraging my teammates. No vulgarities for the day.

& i got a kiss by khaniza and ziana today.
Should i say thanks or yucks?
hahaha~

13th

2010-01-18T20:33:00.007+08:00

Red eye + redlips = smexy! ok wtf -.-

Today was uber boring, additional math is giving me a hard time.
But well i think i still can cope uh, lets hope so.
Lazy to elaborate more..

I LOVE NIZA, NAZZ, IRA, ZIA & FIQAH!
This is so random but i cant hide this anymore, haha~

12th

2010-01-17T02:19:00.006+08:00

I is bored. And i ought to be sleeping by now.
I want muffins + a cup of hot milo for breakfast, please?
Craving fo' it now. nomnomnom~

GOOD MORNING!!

11th

2010-01-15T21:58:00.006+08:00

Zomg, you so hot. Droolzx~

10th

2010-01-15T21:36:00.007+08:00

Finally its friday, time for me to rest plus wake up late.
Its only the second week of school and i felt so stressed out w school work,
exhausted still.

Video taken when we're bored : (kinda lame)
Nazz is being very bastard and a keling mabuk.
Ziana is focused at the first part, then laughed very loud like no ones problem.
Im suppose to shout like adsive im possessed, but it turn out to be like being raped.
ZOMG! Can see my sleeveless through my armpit, hahaha!!

Pity siowei >: Been pulled by ziana.

9th

2010-01-09T22:41:00.007+08:00

Dian amirah/dxxn

Afiqah rahim/fee

Both of them is my cyber friend. First time when we chat, we do talk alot. But when it comes to meet each other, we will be like very shy. But yeah, i miss going out with fee. I remembered treating you McSpicy meal and you ate damn slow like mak nenek. Omg that was so last year. And your gift is still with me, do meet up soon minah. Lets go belajar together again at esplanade library and watch the sunset at the rooftop. Rindu kau very much okay! :D Sorry didnt meet you today, what a miss. *a loud sighhhhhh*

Hmm, when will i get to meet you again amirah? Our plan to catch a movie is like so the tak menjadi. I really wanna watch vampire assistant with you. But a pity, school is up and its difficult for us to meet. hahaha lul

Im randomly posting this as boredom strikes. But hell yeah, i do miss this minah & this shy gurl <: Like seriously.

8th

2010-01-06T20:03:00.005+08:00

IM TIRED, VERY VERY TIRED! THANKS TO THE TRAINING.

My body aches and it do hurts, omg i need to do trigo holiday assignment later. What the fish-.-

CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW, YIPEE YAY YAY!!

o\ O_O /o
___
/ \

P/s: Im bored. Ignore the ugly emoticon invented by me.

7th

2010-01-06T19:45:00.002+08:00

6th

2010-01-05T21:18:00.006+08:00

Its a brand new day today, P.E was boring. Hopefully it'll be fun next week. I felt like dozing off in my mother tongue class. My malay teacher is so long-winded but i cant deny that he's good. Afterall, my day is still awesome. And yeah, i should be doing my holiday math assignment now. But my butt cant get off from the bed while my eyes is stick to the lappy -.- Yayy, im so into you, lappy baby!

Im looking forward to thursday as im so going to TEMASEK POLY w my classmates & teachers. Plus plus, im so gonna see amirah on that day too. How amazing! Im uber excited now but i dont know why. I is so hyper.

<3

5th

2010-01-05T20:55:00.004+08:00

Why does my hair always look short in pictures?~ I like my messy hair <: the last picture, my hair looks like amirh moo's hair, no no no way! -.- hehh.

4th

2010-01-03T23:23:00.003+08:00

Bought shoe w amirh moo just now. And yeah, she kept chewing on her skittles. Haha
Tmr school & im sexcited lor, but still not ready.
Goodbye holidays >:

3rd

2010-01-03T00:32:00.005+08:00

FUCK, I HAVENT BUY SCHOOL SHOE!!

FUCK, I HAVENT WASH MY BAG!!

FUCK, IM NOT READY FOR SCH!!

>:(

2nd

2010-01-03T00:10:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 2010, <:
Photo taken on 31/12/09 and 01/01/10:

1

2009-12-16T23:42:00.005+08:00

I've deleted all my old posts and renewed everything in this blog. Its been so long since i last updated this blog as its full of shit. Now it looks so brand new. So this will be a new start for me. Sadly to say, i might be more active on tumblr. But i'll be kind enough to post once in awhile.

& hell no, i still havent start my revision. School re-opening soon.
I think i'll go to the library to do some catch up on my english.
Now i have nothing to post about.
as pernormal *speechless*
kay till here,
BYE!